Haha... Nick caused a huge scene in my french class today. Haha! And he's like... What.. 7 hours by car away? Seriously though! He pimped like 5 different girls in my class without being there.

I have one of those clear view binders and I stuck our pictures on the front of it, right? Like.. 5 girls who sit behind me in French class today violently waved me down. "OHH MY GOD.. WHOO IS THAT?!?! IS THAT A POP STAR OR SOMETHING??" hahah.. adn then I turned it over and showed the pix of me kissing him. HAHHA they're like "AWW MAN!" ahhaha.. but yeah and then I had to tell them all about him... Everyone is like *SIGH* he's soo perfect! I'm like damn.. I know sigh. Hahahaha ... :P My friend says she wants to move to whereever he is.. I'm like nOOOo ahahahhahaha i got hecka jealous cuz like all the girls checking him out were hecka foine.. Not like he would ever meet them but yeah ahhaha :P

ODl et AMO: sorry nature calls

ODl et AMO: i found out i talked in my sleep again

im VERY ticklish: howa

im VERY ticklish: ahahha

im VERY ticklish: real?

ODl et AMO: uh huh

ODl et AMO: my roommate said

ODl et AMO: around 1 or 2

ODl et AMO: i shouted out

ODl et AMO: 'that is so cool i like it."

im VERY ticklish: AHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHHAAH

Alienation is a common theme among all people. Oh yeah! I'm hecka into Weiß KreuZ. :) I've been worshipping Koyasu Takehito for about four or five years now. :D

Hmm.

Haha.. My horoscope tells me to collect lovers. I have like... No one to collect? Haha! :< NiCk is enough. Gah! I wish he lived closer!! UWAA!!

WAH! I haven't had my Nick for today and I'm about to go to bed! YUCK!! YAAAAAY! he just signed on RIGHT as I was writing that!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH he is SOOO THE BESTEST!!


BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: WHOA
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: i was just writing in my blog
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: about how I hadn't tlaked to you today
lytePinoy: hahah whats this sn?
lytePinoy: hahahah
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: OH!
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: WHoOPS
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: AHHHAHAHA
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: I didnt' notice1
lytePinoy: oh
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: :D
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: MMM plus
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: I AM I AM
lytePinoy: dude... errr... i wasnt gonne even come on... but i figured id see you and at least i could say good night
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: ahha
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: YAY!!
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Really??
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: I was just about to go to bed, too!
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: WoW
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: good timing!
lytePinoy: The last message was not sent because you are over the rate limit. Please wait until sending is re-enabled and send the message again.
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: good timing!... STUPID rate limit.. grr.. I type too fast.. :D But yeah! its just cuz im excited ! haha
lytePinoy: haha aight cool... cuz i gotz 50 more ICS pages to read
lytePinoy: hahah at least i got to catch you
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: EWWW~!~!~!~!~!
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: :-)
lytePinoy: yup
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Yeahh
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: yAy
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Ok Well
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Dont think about me this time HAHAHA
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Think about the ICS
lytePinoy: yup the life i lead.. err... haha i will
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: =D
lytePinoy: its hard not to
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: :-)~
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: hahahhaha
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Well
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Ok
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Thinka bout me sometimes
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: HAHAHAH
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: =D
lytePinoy: its depressin i realized that i have to make a serious adjustment to my life
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: But ony when you're resting
lytePinoy: hahah but that aspect of it wont change :-)
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: Aww~!~!~!
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: ^_^**
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: You're such a sweet talker i swears
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: ahhaha BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: eeeee!! >blushsmileblush<
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: OkAY!
BoMbDiGGaLiCiOuS: GO do your work!

Today in class a girl asked why the -8 wasn't involved in finding the zeros in the equation: -8(x - 3)(x + 4)x = 0

I normally don't write notes in my math class.. because the class is so incredibly stupid... hahaha ... and because the people are such morons that it hurts to listen (example.. the first time i was there I had to explain to the guy next to me that you CANNOT find the midpoint of the circle by dividing the distance [diameter] into two. A midpoint is not a distance. it is a point. The point of a point is that it has no distance. Yes. He did not understand that. The third time I was in class, i had to explain that when there are 3 numbers, and 2 of them are negative... and you multiply them together... you do NOT get a negative number....)

Anyhow.. as you can see... My class *though supposedly honors* is full of morons.

This is what my friend saw me writing:

OMG... They are MORONS!! "How come the 8 has nothing to do with the equation"??!?!??!?!?!?!??!! HAHHAHAHAHA!! What the hell?!??!... Every day I go into class hoping that it was just one student that was being moronic. Every class period proves that yet another student is an idiot.

WHERE IS THE LOGIC?!?!

I hate night school. Can you blame me?

I'm glad it's going back to just Percy... I lost interest in his blog after it became shared because... well.. It wasn't Percy's blog anymore! :P

The pinapple flavored lifesaver is by far the superior of the four flavors.

Dude.. I went to the post office with my friend today to fill in a change-of-address form, right? Well.. She needed to fill one in, not me.. But get this... The change of address form has to be MAILED to the post office. Haha! So like... We filled it in there.. And then had to stick it into their outgoing mail box.. Instead of just giving it to one of the people who work there.

I just love those postal workers. :)

Haha.. I actually do love the US postal service, BTW... Its the best thing since sliced bread.. or however that line goes. haha. :D I just thought that was kinda funny. Mark it down in history, peeps.

Ahhahaa.. Dear me... I'm SO CRAZY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE

Katie's desktop is pOinK.. but MY desktop is OiReNGe so THERE!...

Wow... I haven't blogged for four days? It doesn't seem that long... I've really had a lot of things on my mind. Yeah. I dont really want to talk about them, either. Sooo.. I might not post for a little while... For some reason... I have an easier time posting then I'm happy or only slightly annoyed. When I have a lot of stuff going on... I don't know where to start. hah.

It's my ex boyfriend's birthday tomorrow. I wonder. Should I tell him happy birthday? I'd like to think that we could still be friends. Afterall, he's a nice guy. We've been broken up for almost a year now. Wow.. haha.. This is the first time I haven't had a boyfriend for this long... Haha... It's kind of funny... Considering the years before guys never liked me. Strange.

Heh. My mother has a straw hat int he shape of a baseball cap. How funny.

I'm cold. :T

Wow... It's been a while since I've blogged. My world has felt like a whirlwind lately. Every time I try to sit down and blog... Something comes up and I leave the thing half written...

Anyhow... Haha... Last weekend I went to see Nick... Yes... 7 hours away by car... And I went to see him... You know how? Mike drove me... Geez... I feel messed. :T It's OK though... I got to spend 2 whole hours with Nick... It was beautiful! The pictures will be up soon... We took a total of 27 pictures (haha! An entire disposable camera's worth..) and a sticker picture... (Damnit.. Ripoff of $4... its OK though)...

From the second I stepped into the lobby of the hotel where I was staying at 7AM (our meeting spot and time)... It became like a dream... He was sitting and talking to one of the people in the lobby... I came in... he looked up... and... DAMNIT...I think I smiled. I had promised myself that I wouldn't smile too much... But from the pictures I took with him.. it looks like I didn't achieve my goal :P...

We say things... I don't remember what they were... I am sure they were just the usual greeting blabber... All I could think was... *he will be gone in less than 2 hours...*... I wished to myself that eveyrthing would go perfectly... Though now I know that things would have been perfect regardless: because i finally got to see nick!... I was afraid for a little while that I would be disappointed... because I had anticipated seeing him so badly... that maybe I was just fooling myself.. and he wasn't the 'perfect man' that I remembered....

I would probably have it easier if he wasn't...

We hugged... It was a nice hug... Even though I am not so fond of hugging... it was a nice hug...Somehow, even after touching him he retained his dream-like qualities... He had been a dream... a figment of my imagination for so long...

Walking to the car we exchaned triviolities... I think we were comparing Nick's car to Mike's... I sat down in the car and sniffed. It smelled like lemons. Looking around I saw the culprit: a lemon scented car deoderizer. "My friend gave it to me," he says... I grinned. *Why am I so silly?!* I wondered to myself.

The two of us are indecisive. Neither of us wants to make the decision. For me, it is because I want to do whatever he wants. I want him to be happy. I know I will gladly do anything he wants to do. I just want to look at him.

We wander in the car... Talking about everything yet talking about nothing... It's wonderful... He makes me smile... He makes me laugh... I feel so comfortable around him! It's heartbreaking... how much I care about him...

Finally we decide on Starbucks... We order our drinks and sit down... Here, sitting face to face I finally get to study him. I take his hand on the pretense of reading his palm. Then I look at his fingers... and his nails... I memorize his hands... They make him real: His hands are not perfect. He has knuckly hands... With hair on the part between the two knuckles on both parts of all his fingers... Except for his pointer finger. I remember. He also has some hair on his chest. I remember. The details make him so real.

At one point.. he covered my hand with his. I look at him questioningly and he smiles and pulls away.

We finish our drinks and return to the car. I am accosted by the lemon smell that I now associate with Nick's car. We now have a mission. We are going to find a place that sells a disposable camera. And we are going to take pictures of ourselves together. He has no idea how much I love pictures. We wander around forever and find this ghettoish mini market. We buy a camera.

Ahh... I cannot recount anymore... It hurts too much to think about how much I enjoyed being near him... I enjoy him so much it makes me want to cry. I ask myself why... I do not understand how anybody in the whole world can affect me as much. I want to cry - my time with him was so beautiful... so perfect... I wish he had hated me. I wish he had told me he never wanted to see me again.

Instead, the other night he said that he never wanted to forget me.

Why did that... does that.. make the tears come to my eyes and run down my face? I want to forget about him. I want someone who is reachable. I want to see him again. I want too many things. I wish too much. I dream too many dreams. Seeing him again was a fantasy come true... And yet... It makes me melancholy.

Perhaps I'll finish my story later... Now... I must leave and... live a life.. and try not to think about Nick... Haha.. How ironic... Perfect Man just came on my winamp.

Interesting... Haha.. Wow.. Thanks for linking me. Fight my own battles? I AM fighting my own battle: plagiarism is ILLEGAL. It's MY business because if people like you ruin it for people like me who actually WRITE their own code. Oh my gosh! REAL HTML? Yeah... Call me immature... But hey-- I make $30 and hour... And YES I do pay taxes -- Because I make more than $60,000 a year without any dependants... house... or college costs... Oh yes.. I pay a LOT of taxes. Don't accuse me of THAT.

Politics of this country?? What are you TALKING about. Try being succinct. It works. I know my politics just fine, lady. I just don't give a damn about YOU.

Heh. I love fucking around at school.

I get to see NICK! I get to see NICK! I get to see NICK

Ohhh my gosh.. I finally cleared my Pimpmistress mailbox and read all the e-mails on it. Somehow, I feel a lot better now that I do nothave 370 unread messages anymore. I used to like a lot of mail.. But ever since KEy Club.. Man.. I don't even feel special anymore Hhaha.. I used to replylike.. a page to every e-mail.. now Ijust send like.. a paragraph or soemthing. GeeZ... I'm so bad. :( It's OK though.. Thank goodness I have Art.. cuz without him.. Man, I would DIE.

Wahhhh 3 new e-mails only! YES! :D

Im in heaven.

Anyhow... I'm at school right now and debating on sending e-mail to either Nick or Mike... Hahaha.. I'll just send mail to Katie to satisfy my needs. HAHA! Just kidding. Well, I'll probably end up sending mail to Katie anyway. :) Yes. I've decided to blog about Nick less frequently. Perhaps that will make me think of him less frequently. I do not know. (SIGH)

:) Nick got my letter though~ And he liked my hampsters! YAY. :P I can't wait to see his other pictures, too. ^_^ Mmm.. Oh wait huh! I think I remember the address to his other pix. HEH HEH... Imma go there now. MUAHS!

Kim.

why do i love to talk to nick so much? i do not know... he pleases me like no other person does... :T strange. i get this grin when i talk to him.. its crazy!

GRR... Nick.. Is the ultimate evil... WHAT THE HECK.. He calls ME a tease.. check THIS:

im VERY ticklish: im eating
lytePinoy: aight .. cuz i got more pics
Auto response from im VERY ticklish: foods
lytePinoy: hahahah
lytePinoy signed off at 6:45:12 PM.

Whats up with all these long posts? >_< ghey.

Oh Nick please not so quick... You know I want it big.. I feel like in heaven... Just like in heaven.. Oh nicky not so quick! You know it makes me sick! I'll feel you forever! Nickay!! NICKAY!! Baby lets come together.. I want to feel you as long as I can...

Anyhow yeah... ^_^ Chris and Collin are coming over tonight.. Hmm.. Yeah.. :) I'm talking to Katie at the same time.. Eeeps! HEHEH :P She's kinda jealous.. But it's OK Katie! They aren't always all that. ^_^ It's better in your imagination...

Anyway.. :( I would rather have Nick any day.

Okay yeah.. :) Wow.. I talked to Nick for a really long time today... I'm always tempted to ask him where I stand with him seroiusly... Just so I know , you know? But... In some ways I enjoy him the way he is... Like a dream as Chris put it so eloquently. Somehow, though... I don't know.. It's like.. . I would ask him... But after I ask him then it would never be the same? So I stay in limbo... Not doing anything... Heh... Perhaps if he really comes through with coming to see me... things will be different.. I will actually understand how he feels when I can look him in the face. Maybe not. Heh... Guys confuse me. So do girls.

Ohh my gosh.. Heehee.. I had like.. A really good time last night! :) I didn't think that I would have all that much fun, cuz you know... I had only met him a couple times and it was at work.. o_O besides, he was what, 22? And you know how you hear all those horror stories about how much you hate someone after you hang out with them for a night... But this was TOTALLY not like that... WOW! It was as if we really clicked... I mean... We had so much to talk about~ even when I was leaving it felt like we were interrupting a conversation... ^_^* It's kinda like when I talk to Nick on the phone, and I don't want to go because I want to hear him talk more...

:) So.. Ya wanna know what we did? Well, I'll tell you anyway... Well.. He got to my house at about 6... I suddenly got a phonecall on my cell "Kim? I think I'm in front of your house right now..." Haha.. so I look out the window.. Sure enough there he was... Okay... I got in the car... and the first thing was... I was like.. WHOA... This is a coool car... I mean.. It has this thing in it that looks like a computer, right... and it's like... A GPS? global positioning system thing... Heehee! And then there are all these nifty buttons and stuff... And like... There's this butt warmer that I discovered... It felt really gooood...

But yeah.. I was like.. So where do you wanna go? And I suggested Mitsuwa... Beause... well... I haven't been there for a really long time.. Hahaha. ^_^; Mitsuwa is like.. A Japanese grocery store.. But yeah.. Hahaha.. So we went there and I bought hecka stuff. o_O strange.. He probably thought it was kind of weird... because yeah.. I went nuts over stationeries and stuff.. But, oh well! Heehee.. Yep.. and then... we left and got in the car and were like... Hmm.. Kinda hungry. Hehe so like.. He asked the GPS system for a japanese restaurant.. o_O but it gave us bad directions (or maybe just old ones)... and we ended up eating at fresh choice instead... It was all good though. ^_^ The conversation part was the best anyway... The food didn't matter that much... Teee heee... We stayed there pretty much until the mall was closing... ^_^* (I went to the Hello Kitty store close by...)

But yeah! and then after that... We went to Fantasia and we had some pearl tea... :D that was cool stuff... Haha... we talked over tea and... well.. We stayed until Fantasia cleared out, too! HAHA!

^_^* And then when we were going home, he missed my house and we got close to the catwalk that leads to the park... And I was all... Hey.. let's go take a walk in the park! "Haha! You're kidding, right?" he says. I'm like "Umm.." hahaha so yeah.. we took a walk... but it was super duper cold... ^_^ So he put his arm around me.. Haha.. He's all "Next time.. bring a bigger sweater" hehehehee. :P grr.

^_^ But yeah... so then we went back to the car.. and we got to my house... And we were still talking... Haha.. I think we were in there for about 20 more m inutes just talking.. It was nutty. :) At one point we were talking about hands, and he touched mine... OooO!! ^_^ Kim's such a pimp, huh?

But yeah.. Hehe... Wow.. He's so totally cool though... I want to be just like him when I grow up.. He wants to like.. retire by the time he's 25... Heehee..and all that nifty stuff cuz yeah... ^_^ He told me how much he made and i was like O_O WHOA!! But I'm not supposed to tell because it makes him uncomfortable when people know.. Hehee.. And I know some ppo who work there that read this blog.. :P

AND then! To top things off on the coolness scale... Nick was online when I got home at 11 and i talked to him all the way until 1 AM! Haha by then I was soo tired.. :) But now i have some really sweet wavs of him! i have one of him singing twinkle twinkle.. and rock a bye.. kim? hahahha.. ^_^* He's such a sweetheart, i swears... I love his voice... Heehee...The thing about Nick is that... he understands a lot more of the things I say... ^_^** Cuz like... I don't think Michael has a very good vocabulary... Every time I say a word that's like... Slightly uncommon he kinda... glazes over.. Hahaha...Like once.. I had to explain to him what "apathetic" meant... (Which.. is one of my most common words...)... and then he was describing something and I tried to help him out with the word "vivid".. and he was just like uh yeah.. haha.. Maybe I should have said "vapid"... ^_^* But it's all good... With Nick, it's a different kind of conversation..

I find myself talking in a different manner towards different people. It's like.. even if I talk about the same thing, I present it in a different way. Strange. ^_^ But yeah...

Okee.. I'm going to go now.. Hehehe this is getting WAY too long. :) Just had to catch everybody up! I haven't posted in ages it feels. :)

I'm outtie.